Thursday, October 13, 2011

Growing Up Haunted--Part Three--By Linda Kozar

Let me start with a little proviso to this true story. I am a Born-Again Believer, a Christian and I do not believe in ghosts or that they inhabit homes or people. I do however, believe that demons (fallen angels) exist--also that they inhabit homes and sometimes people. My husband still finds it hard to believe that I grew up in a "haunted" house. Sometimes I still find it hard to believe, but it's true. At the time, my family and I were unaware of the danger. And that's when our troubles began. . .

Growing Up Haunted
(Part 3 of  5)

New Orleans, LA
July, 1965

What none of us realized at the time was that a demonic spirit had come out of that simple little board game. The expression "playing with fire" took on a new meaning to my mother as she realized the game wasn't really a harmless pasttime at all. Somehow, communing with the "spirits" who moved the planchette had opened up a portal to a supernatural realm she knew nothing about.
The demonic spirit knew just what to do however. It began to torment her. Demonic beings are not human, but fallen angels. Created by God, these angels (one-third of all the angels) chose to side with Lucifer and rebel against God. They were cast out along with Lucifer (light-bearer), now called Satan (Adversary). Where did they go? Earth. They have no body or form and as such cannot experience life in a physical body as we do. They want and desire a human body to inhabit and live vicariously through--a body they can bully and command to do their will in opposition to God's will. They want to twist the scripture Acts 17:28 " Him we live and move and have our being..." to their own purpose--to live and move and have their being in the bodies of the children of God, human beings who are created in His very image.
Day and night, my mother's former "friend" followed her, tormenting her with words, suggestions, commands. The thing that had come out from the supernatural world it inhabited, took up residence in our home. It tormented her with obsene suggestions, horrible accusations and attempted to spur her to commit heinous acts. Horrified, she resisted. Its desire was to wear her down enough to convince her to consent to possession. Yet she persisted in fighting against it.
My mother read everything she could get her hands on about how to exorcise spirits from a home--though at the time she couldn't readily find what she needed to know about the subject at the public library. She began a constant prayer vigil. She prayed whenever she heard the voice of the spirit, which never rested in its advance. It had attached itself to her presence like a parasite. She'd hoped that leaving the home for periods of time would offer some relief, but her hopes were short-lived. In fact, when she traveled to other locations or homes, the spirit followed her, talking to her, but only she could hear what it was saying. It even hovered over my parent's bed at night--a swarming ectoplasm of evil. The sight of it, as well as the constant whisperings kept her from sleep. Much like my sister, my father slept through these appearances, never aware of any presence or affliction. Though he struggled to understand, my father had no way of comprehending what she was going through.
But my mother felt like she was losing her mind. Distressed by the constant torment, her face pale and drawn, she could barely eat or sleep. She began to lose weight.
Then she came across some information that offered her a shred of hope. She found some information in a book. I have no idea as to the title of it. But according to my mother, the author suggested burning a white candle and walking through each and every room of the house while repeating Bible scriptures out loud. She immediately followed the procedure, repeating it each day.
In doing so, she noticed that reading Bible scriptures somehow gave her comfort and made her feel more secure. She felt at peace when she spoke scriptures out loud through the house.
To her surprise, the spirit stopped tormenting her. It left.  Mom was elated, joyful, grateful.
But her joy would not last for long. . .

Next week (Saturday, October 22nd) . . .Bedlam


  1. Wow...I'm on the edge of my seat. I've never read about nor spoken with anyone who's had such an experience. This is fascinating, though certainly not to your family as you endured this trauma.

  2. Donna, we didn't talk about it much--not till years later when my mother told us about her experience. Then we all opened up about it. My brother and I always felt like someone was watching us in the house. Even my sister, who never experienced anything, told us she felt uneasy in the house when she was alone. I kept a record of everything in my journals over the years, so I was able to go back over everything. Believe it or not, I'd forgotten some of the details:)

  3. Thanks for sharing this story. I'm eager to read the rest.

  4. i can't wait to read more of this, linda. fascinating stuff for a therapist like myself... :)

    the character therapist

  5. Did you say you're the world's best cliff hanger? :) I'm "enjoying" these posts very much. Scary, yes, but I believe them. Have heard of other situations when people were tormented w/such.

    Thanks for sharing.

  6. Dear Anonymous--I'm glad you're enjoying this testimony and yes, I have heard from lots of other people who dealt with situations like this.

  7. What an interesting story! I read all three posts and look forward to the rest.

    You have a beautiful blog.

  8. My books address this issue. I use the angel series to warn teens of how the "real" supernatural works and influences their freewill, drawing them into temptation.

    Thank you for affirming it is real.

  9. Janalyn--Thank you:) Truth is stranger than fiction as they say. And thanks for the lovely compliment on my blog. I worked hard on it:)

    Lisa--And I'm so glad you're writing about these issues. People need to know.


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